A New Year

"Look at that! What you looking at?"

This is the first post of 2011!

And i personally Welcome this year! Last year was pretty amazing!

What Happened In 2010

1. Friendships restored 

2. Good Friendships Made

3. White washed for the first time

4. Got a phone

5. First show/concert

6. Started THIS

7. Graduated From High School 

2010 was a GOOD year...for Faith, with my Family, andd my friendz

I AM VERY EXCITED FOR 2011!

LORD, i pray you make your WILL be done in my life and in my friendships

and in my Love! I pray that this Year my eyes would be on you! ONLY!

This year i am going to try to make my words more encouraging and less teasing! 

Anyways it 11:30 and i am going to Bedd! :D

  

 ^Mom Put the gas on instead of the Brake!^

 ^It is super short! -_-  i have not decided if i like it^

^A amazing friend! And her favorite verse!^

TRIP LEE!

Bear with you

Ladies and Gentlemen*
Ye yeaaaaa, Ye yeaaaaa, Ye yeaaaaa, Ye yeaaaaa
Ok, Let's go

Look
Homie we all fallen, friendships ain't nothin' easy
I get done dirty often, my folks do something greezy
Feel my back on the wall and, I ask my Lord to free me
Cause your anger be callin, but I know my brothers need me
Gotta get low til I'm crawlin, try to get humble see me
Notice each other's flaws, but sometimes it's hard to see me
I do fall dirty too, sins that thing we sure to do
Jesus died to reconcile, now you gotta murder you
Die to self so must that you get convicted of murder too, attacking me instead of them
Something I must learn to do
Revenge I heard of you, no I ain't scurred of you
Cause Jesus died to kill you in me, so I scrrr from you
Look I've been raised with Him, taken out them chains in Him
Tryin to put off anger, wrath, malice all them things in em
Put on meekness, kindness, patience every fight can't win em
Used to hold a grudge against them, lately I forgave em

It's been hard tryn'a to bear with my kind
But I gotta keep the gospel in mind
Since He rose with my life, it ain't mine
I'ma bear with ya, I'ma bear with ya

It's been hard tryn'a to bear with my kind
But I gotta keep the gospel in mind
Since He rose with my life, it ain't mine
I'ma bear with ya, I'ma bear with ya

You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (we, we, we gotta bear)
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (eh, eh, we gotta bear)
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (we, we, we gotta bear)
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (eh, eh)

I know of two homies, one dude had borrowed paper
He took two hundred forty, he'd repay all of it later
He was trippin on em, was callin something major
And errbody knows can't do that when it comes to paper
He hit him on the phone, but he ignored the calls
Text message, e-mail, but he ignored it all (whaa)
He saw him at the mall, It was a scary picture
He just dapped his homie up, (like whaa), like I'ma bear with ya

What about this married couple (whaa), been married 10 years
Before they tied tha knot, the husbands role had been clear (but whaa)
But then they life started, he seemed really sincere
But wrestled with laziness, been unemployed for six years
Was supposed to get a job, while she was out the house
But then she got home, he ain't got off the couch
Yea she was grieved a lot, got up in his face dawg
(Like whaa) like I'ma bear with ya baby cause tha King rose

It's been hard tryna to bear with my kind
But I gotta keep the gospel in mind
Since He rose with my life, it ain't mine
I'ma bear with ya, I'ma bear with ya

It's been hard tryna to bear with my kind
But I gotta keep the gospel in mind
Since He rose with my life, it ain't mine
I'ma bear with ya, I'ma bear with ya

You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (we, we, we gotta bear)
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (eh, eh, we gotta bear)
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (we, we, we gotta bear)
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro (eh, eh)

Ok
Life n been crumby, since I been walkin a young'n
Call me different or funny, wish I could change it like money
Grew up off in the country, we're lookin different n funny
Stupid kid or just ugly, no matter what it kept comin
Askin' my momma where daddy, he aint here to protect me
Teach me, raise me, or carry my load when it get heavy
So I did it on my own, fightn carryin on
It don't matter what they told me dawg, I thought I was grown
People tell me that I'm trippin, n i tell them they wrong
All the while I'm actin out, blamin my daddy who gone
Fast forward by 10, when God saved me from sin
And He changed my heart from dark to light to show to all men
And I got the conviction, call him up and stop trippin
That's when I found out he's a Christian, who got saved in omission
That's when it goes past religion, and then it makes an incision
Into your heart n then you start forgivin, man and start feelin

It's been hard tryna to bear with my kind
But I gotta keep the gospel in mind
Since He rose with my life, it ain't mine
I'ma bear with ya, I'ma bear with ya

It's been hard tryna to bear with my kind
But I gotta keep the gospel in mind
Since He rose with my life, it ain't mine
I'ma bear with ya, I'ma bear with ya

You all with it, oughta bear with em bro
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro
You all with it, oughta bear with em bro

Where are my folks who sayin "I'ma confront you of your sin,
But I'ma forgive you as I've been forgiven,
I ain't gonna hold it against you"
Let's walk together

Good Night!

In Chirst

~MSB~

White Washed

"Can you hear me? Falling in side the black"


I am 19 and have lived in MN for 10 years! and today i got white wash three time for the very first time...and the fault goes to Bethy and Will! Bethy white washed me two times(in a role)
My face is sore too...but i did get Bethy back....I think i am going to call a truce with Will...[Yes i am giving up...]
The Party was awesome...we did not go sledding...instead we had a...snowball fight!
Oh and we watch Princess Bride...And i left on the worst part :S
Giant rodents! aaaaaahhh! yuckkkk!
AND i found out who Bethy is OBSESSED with :O ----I cant tell you though..sorry!
OH and Will and Bethy if i get sick i am going to....do something...harmful to you...


I am super tired and i am already feeling sick...i am going to bed!


Yea, Yea
You know the plight of us
All the pains and the strains that this life covers
Things never go right, it's the gripe of us
It's like life came and took all the life from us, from us
Was supposed to go this way, hearts cold from coast to coast this days
Full of hope and nope it's gone, this grave
We need light and life to come invade
This cold world ain't nice to us
We so blind like the sights took our sight from us
I know you heard it more than once kinda like stutters
But this world needs help, all the likes of us, of us
What a lonely road is paved, with some broken souls that (groan midways)
On our domes we long to go get away, we cant go it alone come on invade

In this broken world we wanna find a way,
Cause it all went wrong, tell me who can take it away
Invade our world (come and invade our world)
Invade our world (come and invade our world)

You know the place where we placed at
It's like loves been erased they replaced that
There's no food in the crib where they plates at
The kid got shot in the place where he plays at
Jay said this can't be life, I'm lookin at the world like this can't be right
We lookin for the light but we can't be night
We lookin for our health but we can't see right (see right)
Comin y'all we gotta face facts
His years go tears roll down hhis face ??
When he had a lot of hope it would fade black
Now he cold and he ain't really fazed at anything
Anything his face seems light, cause his moneys out like they made three strikes
Needs something to come down invade these nights
A real life Hero need that'll make things right

In this broken world we wanna find a way
Cause it all went wrong, tell me who can take it away
Invade our world (come and invade our world)
Invade our world (come and invade our world)

Yea
I know of some folks thinkin, this dude trippin what he drinkin
What kinda little dream he chasin, he gonna spend his whole life waitin (I'm waitin)
For someone to come down to change this song, but not just me man creation groans
We are waitin for someone to erase this wrong
The Kingdom is here the invasions on

In this broken world we wanna find a way
Cause it all went wrong, tell me who can take it away
Invade our world (come and invade our world)
Invade our world (come and invade our world)
Come and invade our world
Come and invade our world
Come and invade our world
Come and invade our world


In Christ
~MSB~

I am looking forward to tomorrow! 

I worked for my Dad today! then went to Caribou for a hour to wait for Mommy to get off of work..

Thennnn went to Kohls and BOUGHT BOOTS! the Best part is....they....were....$5!!! 

actually they were $44  but we had two twenty Kohls cash things! :) way to save money!

 

You know how you usually see either poets or College Students at Coffee shop a long amount of time...

i realized that i might seem like that...my extensive time at Caribou...so what am i?

College Student or Poet? 

Between this sentence and the last one i went to the store with Lee and he bought me a Monster! Yum...i am going to drink it tomorrow!

I am going watch Court Jester with my Family!

Bye

Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run
CHORUS:
Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran
The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run
And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me
BRIDGE:
I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day
I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again
He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran


In Christ 
~MSB~

It takes me 15 to 20 minutes to write all of this...

Bethy asked me if i was going to do my hate list...

and i don't like the sound of that..so i will do a "Like" list and a "Dislike"

[Most of these are meant to be funny][and some of them will be new things]

I Like...

The Color teal!

Road trips

Rock, Rap, country, techno, Christian Music

Scarfs[i have 25]

Sweatshirt weather

Writing[Blog/Journal/letters]

Taking Pictures

Long Walks in Woods

Reading

Big Dogs

Rain

Galatians

Mint Chocolate

Strawberry Ice Cream

Dying my hair

Frisbee

Andd You!

I Dislike...

Little Dogs

Justin Bieber

Cats

getting my picture taken

Moving

The Colors Red&Yellow

Peanut Butter

Chocolate Ice Cream

Football

Lies

[the dislike was harder]

~Tomorrow~ 

Joi said she will pay to get my hair cut, IF she can help me choose what it will look like! 

So tomorrow we have gifts to return(clothes that did not fit)

and mom is going to get me Boots instead of new clothes! Yaya!

Shopping and a Hair cut! Ya! 

~Thursday~

Sledding [Bethy, Ellie, Joey, Will, Pete and maybe Michy and JoJo will be there!]

then bowling with Ellie! Girl time! :D

Then Friday....New Years Eve Thing at Church! [so far i will be the only one of my family who is going] 

I have not been feeling welll---I REALLY hope i don't get sick

MUSIC! Showbread

The Fear Of God Lyrics

Dear God, why should I think You're good in a world that's falling apart?

The flags and lies, picket signs raised high, the endless enveloping dark

Now here we sit, drifting further from You, two thousand years on their way out

Now here I am, as I've grown to know You, still haunted by my fears and my doubts

Just a man, just a vapor, just a waste of your space

All the good that I've done is in spite of myself

I'm not sure that I can look You in Your face when I finally set foot in Your kingdom

Dear God, what went wrong? We hate ourselves, we hate our brother

We so desperately want to find our way, and all You say is "love one another"

And little babies starve to death, emaciated, out of breath

Unfaithful wives make vows untrue, husbands beat them black and blue

Junkies vomit in the streets, writhing, twitching in their skin

Sell themselves to die some more, rotting from the outside in

Parents steal the innocence from their children, scared and shaking

Drink away the guilt at night, brings quiet to the endless aching

And evil men boast on TV, swimming in a sea of wealth

While misery beds honest men, and lonely people kill themselves

And everyone cries out Your name, as the world is raped by selfishness

And no one knows the way to heaven, we only know the emptiness

And the storm it rages in my heart, and the endless empty roars in my ears

My world is coming all apart, I've no strength left to dry my tears

And through it all I hear Your voice, breaking my heart, breaking my will

Calms the storm inside my soul as You whisper "peace, be still..."

You place Your hands around my heart, You quiet the emptiness in me

A king that kneels, a God made a servant, You set the captives free

You wait for me, a wretch of a man, no record of wrongs do You keep

You are comfort when I mourn, You are strength when I am weak

Jesus Christ, the king of kings

Though we ache, though we cry, never break, never die

We sing of His great love again and again

And His love reigns forever, and forevermore

Forever and ever, Amen

Good Night
In Christ~MSB~

Hello Dear Readers!

I went to work for my Dad today..

Because the person who replaced me, will be gone all week...

So i went to work aaaallllll day! and now i am home and a little bored....

and some of my friends played broomball today!! :( :( :(

But i am going sledding(me in snow...ah) and Bethy is going! *planning snowball fight*

hmmm then i will run inside...of course! (Why am i saying this...Bethy will read this..)

Oh i know why! I had coffee! Tehehehe....

ELLIE IS AMAZING! 

she is sitting like 5 feet away from me...I love her!

and i have such....um...weird brothers..annoying...irritating...jerkish(what?) and And ANd AND...Borthers! 

I love them! 

Like lee would get in the face of any guy who threatened(teasing or for real) me! and then he would go push me in a snow bank...JERK! I love him!

Jordan calls me pretty...beautiful...cute...Hot?(I know)...but he also teases me wwwaaayyyy past the point where it is ssssooooo old!!!! there is storys but i wont tell you unless you ask!

Hahah...i am could just keep on going on and on and on...

anyways i am super cold...my brother has a widow OPEN? AHH

Well i am leaving bye!

Amp it up by Lecrae!

Go!
Be Amplified. Be Magnified. Be Glorified. I will praise you with my life.

You want change.
You gotta go, (amp it up) you gotta run, you gotta grow, (amp it up)
you gotta push. You gotta fight. (amp it up)You gotta move, (amp it up) you gotta strike (amp it up)

Yea! Back at it like a rap addict
Same God beat death like a bad habit (YUP)
And through the holes in his hands drip mercy
Aint' a soul under the sun who ain't thirst
And since he paid for your life with his own
You never on your own... but--- ye ye you..... OWN!
The balls in your court now better ramp it up
It's game time, hang time better AMP it up!!!!!!!
And Yuh ain't no ordinary force I'll do
Tell sin to take a Hike "Blue 42"...
Get it gone.. or go go looooong
Go HARD! Or Go--Go HOME!
I'm in a 2-3 zone Psalm 23
I got it written on my dome
Memory.
And my enemies are sending me the remedy
It's living by the spirit
AMPed up like it's energy

Be Amplified. Be Magnified. Be Glorified. I will praise you with my life.

You want change.
You gotta go, (amp it up) you gotta run, you gotta grow, (amp it up)
you gotta push. You gotta fight. (amp it up)You gotta move, (amp it up) you gotta strike (amp it up)

Ok!
I'm about to AMP it up
Errbody standing up
Screaming and they hand is up
I must be out of KANAKUK
But don't front
Don't stunt like the ramp is up
What's got you Hype?
I hope it's Christ, when ya answer up
I know the beat Bang
Some say the flow Sick
You need to seek change
Let me help ya focus
I use the mic like filling yo decks
And I point ya to the real star
Not the dude rappin'
God in the flesh,
Son I confess
But until God stepped in
And paid our debt
(Ay)We deserve wrath
All that he had
The wages of sin
Equals death
Do the math

So if ya gettin amped
Let it be Jesus saves
Not because you run the town
Or you here with me and 'Crea
Time to Go In
Time to Go Hard
No matter where you at
STAY AMPED FOR THE LORD

Be Amplified. Amp it up!
Be Magnified. Amp it up
Be Glorified. Amp it up

AMP IT UP
AMP IT UP
I will praise you with my life.

You want change.
You gotta go, (amp it up) you gotta run, you gotta grow, (amp it up)
you gotta push. You gotta fight. You gotta move, you gotta strike

Amp it up, Amp it Let's Amp it up (X8)

Amp it up
Let's Amp it up
Amp it up, Amp it up, Amp it up
Be Amplified

In Christ
~MSB~

Christmas

~Christmas Eve~

My Family went out for Breakfast! To Perkins! 

Its been a long time since i have had Pancakes! They were very good!

Then we went shopping...

Theen we had LOTs of snacks! Yum! Salmon and stuffed peppers!

And at 10:45  we went to the Christmas Eve Service! Very good!

and thats when i gave Bethy her gift!

Oh and on the way home from the Service Joi ask a FEW times if we could open the gifts!

Soo at 12 we opened all the presents...we went to bed at 3am! 

~Christmas~

Mom made Doughnuts and Cinnamon rolls!

Coffee + Mint Hot Coco + French Vanilla Cappuccino + marshmallows = THEE BEST COFFEE EVER! 

well almost...But it was very very good!

We did stockings! :) 

Then Dad read from Luke! 

haha...then we played lots of Games and i made Puppy Chow!

...I.... made a...conclusion....I Might Actually Like Chocolate! 

I have this thing where i dislike something cus i see other people LOVE it...

Like video games 

....and... Skillet!

and maybe even snow....

When i see people addicted to something i usually say i don't like that thing anymore...

Because when i am addicted to something...i go to the point where i don't go through a day with out it!

I came to this conclusion when i got a bag of KitKats and a bag of Andes Mints for Christmas from two different people! 

and Yorks in my stocking from my brother(who is one of the people who know me the best)

But sorry peanut butter is on my hate list! 

My Hate List? woow...that goes to prove how picky i am! 

i will have to tell you what is on that list one day! maybe tonight when i am on again!

Anyways my Christmas was wonderful! 

One of my favorite times of year! 

1. Jesus's Birthday!

2. I love giving gifts!

Music

You By Tim Hughes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1L6b6HFrFYk

Bigger than the air I breathe

Deeper than the ocean deep
Higher than the stars above You are

Brighter than the blazing sun
Louder than the screaming crowd
Stronger than the power of death You are

In the heavens on the earth
There is no one like you God
And these words are not enough
To tell of who You are

Who can know the mind of God?
Who can understand Your ways?
And these words are not enough
To tell of Your great name

Your love can melt the hardest heart
Your words can bring the dead to life
Nothing is impossible for You

Awesome God, Humble King
You terrify yet welcome in
Your glory echoes all around the world

You You You
There's always You You You
Unbreakable

Have a good day!

In Christ

~MSB~