Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Late Night Blogging

Hello Dear Readers!

So. Do you think it is possible to be a night owl AND a morning person?
I googled that question and most of the results were a Morning person becoming a night owl or the other way around! But nothing about a person being both! Oh well its not important! But i am good at late nights and early mornings! :)

ANYWAYS!
I should talk a little about camp....hmmm
Well i got soaked by a bunch of Jr Highers guys and WILL!
I got decorated by my Cabin girls! Decorated with Chocolate and Strawberry syrup! [See Picture]
I gave my testimony on the last day! IT was scary!! My knees were shaking! But a few people prayed for me before i went up and what also helped is that my face was already red from the sun! so HOPFULLY no could tell that i was turning red! I can tell people how i feel as long as i don't have to tell them face to face!

BUT When i got up there in front of 100 plus people...the only thing i was thinking about was Trusting God in my weakness! and I looked out at all the campers...took a deep breathe, locked my knees[so no one could see they were shaking] and started to speak....
And looking back the thing i LOVE most about that moment was that i went up there having NO idea what i was going to say! I did not write anything down...had no lines...nothing planned!
I prayed that God would speak! I read two verses and shared....
When i was down...i sat down...my hands were shaking....I closed my eyes and thanked God for being Faithful! For giving me the words! He was amazing up there! ;)

So. Life has been...weird lately...*Deep breath*
I am going to spill it...A few weeks ago...a guy told me he liked me...
I have not talked to him since then and i am kinda afraid to... Because of what i have to say..
He dose not want to Date yet..he just wants to get to know me better..
After thinking, talking and praying about it...He is not the one...
There are things that i will over look but a Passion and Hunger for God is NOT something i will EVER over look! I would like to think he is a believer but I can't see it....
I am not going to agree to getting to know each other with the intention of Dating with this doubt!
I have to talk to him soon....and I am scared! I am trying to trust God with this but I hate facing people with bad news...Grr Pray for me!

Okay i am going to talk a little more about camp then i am going to go to BED!
I was a counselor of Cabin 7! there were 17 Jr High girls!
They were amazing!...well they had there times...
Bad Times: They MaDe Me DaNcE in front of everyone during breakfast on the last day...right before i gave my testimony!
Good Times: They Made Will dance during breakfast on the last day! HAHA!
Bad Times: They dragged me across a wet field...trying to get me to the huge puddle but they did not get me..all the way there...but i got just as wet!
Good Times: I taught them how to swing dance!
Bad Times: They started a water fight with a guy Cabin and it ended with me being soaked by them! BUT its not over! Be Warned! -_-

Well i think its about time i go to bed!
Night!




"Our God"

Water you turned into wine, opened the eyes of the blind there's no one like you none like You!
Into the darkness you shine out of the ashes we rise there's no one like you none like You!
Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God you are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer, Awesome in Power, Our God! Our God!

Into the darkness you shine out of the ashes we rise there's no one like you none like You!
Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God you are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer, Awesome in Power, Our God! Our God!
Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God you are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer, Awesome in Power, Our God! Our God!

And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us.
And if our God is with us, then what could stand against.
And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us.
And if our God is with us, then what could stand against.
What could stand against. 

Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God you are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer, Awesome in Power, Our God! Our God!
Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God you are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer, Awesome in Power, Our God! Our God!
And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us.
And if our God is with us, then what could stand against.
And if our God is for us, then who could ever stop us.
And if our God is with us, then what could stand against.
Then what could stand against.

Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God you are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer, Awesome in Power, Our God! Our God!
Our God is greater, our God is stronger, God you are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer, Awesome in Power, Our God! Our God! 



In Chirst
MSB

"What is impossible with men is 
possible with God."
Luke 18:27

Sunday, June 26, 2011

A Place In This World

Sorry....I am not in the mood for writing a big post about camp...i will soon i promise!


"A Place In This World"
Taylor Swift

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly



The only thing i would change about this song is that i am not actually alone! 


In Christ
MSB

I love you I love you I love you I love you

These words are my own

Threw some chords together, the combination D-E-F
Its who I am, its what I do, and I was gonna lay it down for you
I tried to focus my attention, but I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration, but its not coming easily

Tryin to find the magic,
Tryin to write a classic,
Dontcha know, dontcha know, dontcha know?
Wastebin full of paper,
clever rhymes- see ya later

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, i love you

Read some Byron Shelley and Keates,
recited it over a hip-hop beat
I'm havin trouble sayin what i mean,
with dead poets and a drum machine

You know i had some studio time booked,
but i couldnt find the killer hook,
now you're gonna raise the bar right up,
nothin i write is ever good enough

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, i love you

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, i love you

I'm gettin off my stage
the curtains pull away
No hyperboles to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
woaaaaah

Tryin to find the magic,
Tryin to write a classic,
Wastebin full of paper,
clever rhymes- see ya later

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, i love you

These words are my own, from my heart flow,
I love you, i love you, i love you, i love you,
There's no other way to better say
I love you, i love you

These words are my own, from my heart
I love you I love you, thats all i got to say
cant think of a better way, and thats all i got to say
I love you, is that ok?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5RuGj0g1tk


In Christ
MSB