Almost 20?

It feels weird to say it...or even think it...20? me? But it is true haha sadly..
Three weeks from today i will be 20 *Sigh*

Whatever...
So lately i have been sighing a lot...sometime i feel like i am holding it all in, I feel like in a matter of time i might explode...
But on a good note i got some of it out! yesterday night! I feel much better...still sighing but i feel like telling someone who i felt about something actually made a difference!
Home has been uncomfortable and work is the same...But God has a plan for my life! And it is Awesome! Because God is not only using the hard things in my life for good BUT he planned them! It might seem..mean? For God to make us go through all the bad just to get to the good but i can say from the upside that i WOULD NEVER take it back! I would walk through the mud again! Because where God has me now was worth it! and Of Course He gets ALL the glory for that!
Last Time i was here...Over a week ago so lets see what has happened since then...haha
Lifelight
To say the lest..it was amazing! I got about four hours of sleep each night, did not get to wash my hair for four nights and had one meal a day...sound like fun?
The good parts: Pouring glitter on people when they were moshing, Seeing Relient K live! <3, Getting a Picture with Brad from Abandon Kansas! and all the other bands were amazing too! Love Out Loud and Write This Down! <3
And Sunday Morning Worship was VERY good! :)

I am looking forward to tomorrow! Bonfire at Lauren's! :)

Anyways I am going to go now!

But may all who seek you rejoice and be glad in you; may those who long for your saving help always say, “The LORD is great!”
Psalm 40:6









Light Up The Sky By The Afters

When I'm feeling all alone

With so far to go

The signs are no where on this road

Guiding me home

When the night is closing in

Is falling on my skin

Oh God will You come close?

You light up the sky to show me

That You are with me

When stars are hiding in the clouds

I don't feel them shining

When I can't see You beyond my doubt

The silver lining

When I've almost reached the end

Like a flood You're rushing in

Your love is rushing in

So I run straight into Your arms

You're the bright and morning sun

To show Your love there's nothing You won't do

That You are with me

That You are with me

In Christ
MSB